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Tuesday, September 30, 2008God i need to start working hard...Can't get myself to move... HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!! Louis froze in time on 4:00 PM
Saturday, September 27, 2008A group that rises so quickly and prominently somehow or rather is beginning to diminish with time...We used to be a closely knitted group who shared all joys and woes.. Yet now we hardly chat not to even mention dining.. Cliques are part and parcel of growing up.. it's a platform to meeting and knowing new friends.. One of a common human traits is curiousity.. It is also curiousity that kills the friendship... People are usually attached to something "new" be it friends, gadgets, food everything... More often than not they realised that the old one was far better.. however it's a case of too little too late... Time won't wait for you.. if you have decided to embark on a new journey.. it means that you have forsaken the current one that you have took... and if you realised that the new route isn't as smooth sailing you cant say "hey wait.. i wanna go back.. rewind..." This revelation hit me hard when it matters the most.. In a way.. it somehow spells the beginning of the end of bbfl.. I hope i'm wrong.. but than again who bothers? Labels: BBFL... when it matters the most..? who cares? Louis froze in time on 1:08 AM
Saturday, September 20, 2008Ever thought of what it feels like to be a hero only to be told that you're nothing...This is exactly what i felt today.. I seriously didn't understand why do i have to do it over and over again when people are just "happy" to take advantage of.. The revelation came too late as i have already suffered the wrath from being a hero.. This might well be the last time that I will offer to send anyone back.. Period. Louis froze in time on 3:03 AM
Friday, September 19, 2008It's a great mystery how someone can forget their roots so easily...People tend to think they have the whole world under their feet and became complacent.. what happens to this group of people? Their world came crushing down before they even knew it... All it takes is a snap of fingers and "boom" ... gone.. just like that... Louis froze in time on 2:51 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008Silent night took over the blistering road...Slowly but surely, the feeling of exhaustion hit home.. Try as i might i couldn't sleep.. Tossing and turning.. images of the past elevated itself before my eyes.. The title of the show seem to be sorrow and pain... I shut my eyes, hoping to switch the agenda.. But i failed miserably .. Racing against time to win her back.. Hoping that somehow miracle will occur.. Hope is a desperate plea.. I'm akin to a battered soldier Losing the will to fight... The ultimate price is something i crave for.. Yet i know it will take tons of effort to keep the dream alive.. Loving isn't about owning.. A simple sentence with a profound meaning.. I'm never able to grasp the hidden language.. For i know here is someone I've disappointed dearly.. I want to make up for lost time.. Only if the opportunity arises.. A love that fade and withed.. A bond that diminishes.. A chance to redeem my sins.. A tone that I'm willing to sing... A day i look forward to.. A day when i can say how much i love you ... I'm suffering within.. Struggling to contain my disappointment.. I'm waiting for you.. To take me home once again... I'm running out of ideas.. I'm running out of space.. I'm running out of time.. I'm running out of hope... I'm running out of you... I love you... Labels: Take me home... Louis froze in time on 12:36 AM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008Walking around town in my demin and tee..I source for you... High and low i search... But i couldn't find a suitable "you"... Up and down the crowded yet desserted walkway... I went from street to street door to door.. I caught a glimpse of "you" in a place where my love blossom and ended.. I thought "you" are meant for me... Only to succumb to a stumbling block... I put "you" on hold and went to look for alternatives.. I thought i found a new love... Another set back hit me... When will i be able to take "you" home.. Blazer blazer... I'm looking for you... Labels: Blazer .... Louis froze in time on 8:46 PM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008Just when things were look bleak.. my world came crushing down on me again...I thought my business would take off.. but i was engage in a price war which i could never match.. I thought i might win her back only to realize she had already shifted her focus to somebody else... Just when i was about to stand tall i fell again... I'm so afraid of picking myself up now... I don't know what's gonna come next.. Maybe i shouldn't have tried to re-conciliate.. i should have known the results.. Why ... why did things happen in the first place??? Why didn't I move in earlier..? Why did i choose to let go when i could have hold on.. ? I'm bombarded with these questions to myself everyday... the more i think the worst i felt... I'm felt so damn stupid so damn dumb and i rightfully deserve what i have now... a period of loneliness. It has perhaps been wishful thinking on my part... I want to move on but I simply can't let go.. I can't just simply "shift my focus" onto somebody else because i know who's the one residing in my heart where nobody can just subsititude! I feel so damn shitty now can't focus can't do whatever... Show me the road.... Louis froze in time on 10:40 AM
Monday, September 8, 2008Our very own BZ's bday on the 4th of Sept.Funnily Roy didn't turn up as he "thought that we wouldn't celebrate on this day" Well, nonetheless since when was he here? =P Dinner at Clarity cafe where our youngest did something that really stunt me~! Fancy doing a swirl in the middle of the cafe~! I was so embarrassed~!              Louis froze in time on 10:58 PM
Friday, September 5, 2008The feeling of emptiness creeps in when I least expected ..Every place, every corner, every thing i do all seems to open the floodgates of memories.. Good times and bad times they come in pairs.. Trying hard to supress my emotions... But the harder i try, the greater the fall... I'm lost ... lost in the world without laughter nor life... Flowing tears of joy when i reminisce the happy moments.. Flowing tears of sorrows when drawn breaks... If only you know... Labels: My heart sorely misses you... Louis froze in time on 10:52 PM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008I'm losing my inspirations..Perhaps I'm really drained.. Been staring at this page for some words to form but to no avail.. I'm longing for her.. Even till today i don't know if my decision was correct.. If only... I thought i could have moved on... But it's really not easy.. I failed... Labels: I'm mentally drained.. Louis froze in time on 3:54 PM
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_______________ My Profile .......... Name: Louis Chin Nicknames: RuK|a Birthday: 31st Jan 1985 School: SIM UOL Horoscope: Aquarius Music
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