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Saturday, November 29, 2008Soon I was posted out of Tekong to Nee Soon Camp where my training for Medic soon began.I became a full fledged medic and throughout these two years I served as one. Relationships aren't like in fairy tales where usually the main characters will end up living happily ever after. Our relationship started off brightly. Midway through we faced a lot of problems and slowly our relationship lost it's spark and soon we're losing each other to time. Our first break up came in early July. We came back together as fast as we parted. The second break up came few days after I came back from Genting and this was the one that really hurt her most. There she was awaiting for my return and all I did was to break her heart with the sudden declaration for it to end. regretted my decision for I knew this was the girl that went through all the ups and downs of life with me the past 2.5 years. We patch back the second time, only to succumb again. This time the it just happened inevitably. Ever since then, we haven't spoken a single word nor met... perhaps it wasn't meant to be... I've decided to end this story for I'm afraid that all these story telling will affect her as much as it did to me. With that I've decided to let it go once and for all. To close this door behind me and move on. The End Louis froze in time on 11:49 PM Will continue my story sometime after this weekend... Probably will bring it to an end as well.. Louis froze in time on 2:15 AM
Friday, November 28, 2008Initially when I first enlisted, I was bend on getting myself into OCS (officer cadet school) and become and officer but because of the decision I made I couldn't...On the 3rd day of my 7 days field camp, the same day which Mandy was scheduled for operation, I knew I have to talk to her somehow, to give her the courage and the will before she goes under the knife. I went to see my platoon's medic and said I'm having some bad ache which was genuined. He saw me, gave me two panadols and ask me to rest. I exploit the fact that if I were to see him again he will definately send me back to my company line. *2 hours later* "Eh Medic cannot ta han already damn pain sia.." "Hmm ya I can feel your back muscle damn stiff. I send you back to company line now you go see the MO when you reached" Immediately I agreed... Back at my company line, I went to borrow handphone from my OOT (out-of-training) camp mates. Luckily I was able to speak to her just before the op. And so I went to the camp's Doctor with half my mind still thinking about the 2 hours operation she will be having. "Recruit Chin... What problems you having...?" "Back Pain Sir..." "How long already?" "Since young I got this problem already... during pri sch i got scoliosis" "Okie I send you for X-ray then later u come back and see me..." *X-ray done* "Your X-ray nothing much..." "But Sir everynight I sleep there will be this knife piercing pain through my spine..." "How often is it?" "Everytime Sir." "Can you continue with training?" "I guess so ..." "Okie I give you on "light training" first if you think you cannot carry on, come back to me.." With that I went back to my company line and I knew it will be a couple of hours before I'm needed to go back to my camp site. So I sat by the phone waiting for Mandy's parents to call me informing me of her situation. A couple of hours later, the phone finally rang and to my relieved the operation was a success. The tumour was removed without any implications. Having heard that piece of good news, I breathed a huge sigh of relieve. Almost concurrently I was told to pack my stuff and get ready to go back to my camp site. I'm still quite worried about her though... I continued using my back pain as an excuse and finally my PC asked me to head back to the company line to see the MO for a MEDICAL REVIEW. *Back at the Medical centre* "Sir My back still pain..." "Do you still want to continue?" *I pondered for a while I know given the current situation I would not be able to concentrate on my training.. I decided ....* "No Sir..." "Do you then want to OOT?" "Okie then..." "Once you OOT means you no longer need to take part in any training until you post out you might have to come back for re-course..." I wasn't thinking anymore because if I OOT it would meant that I can have all the time in the world to call her. With that, my Officer dream came to an end and my NS career change forever.... *To be continued* Louis froze in time on 12:58 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008I'm exceptionally tired today..My eye lids are heavy... My brain is super concentrated with information... My shoulders weigh like a 100ton and the amount increase exponentially with every passing minute... Need to rest.. Will continue my story tomorrow night... Louis froze in time on 12:36 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008Time passes exceptionally fast whenever you're enjoying.The same goes for my relationship. Back then, I was actually waiting for my enlistment while she was having her holidays. So practically We saw each other almost everyday. My enlistment letter came some time in May and I was suppose to enlist on the 9th of September while her birthday was on the 19th of September. I knew there was no way I will be enlisting on that day when it's the first birthday we're gonna spend together. Immediately I phoned Mindef to ask about it. "Hi can I know why is it that I've passed my IPPT and I still need to enlist into the PTP batch" "I think your IPPT has expired." "Expired? I thought I just took it like sometime back?" "It's only valid for a year you can check your date it should be reflected on your cert" I realised it was valid only till June... No choice but to re-take at TPY sports complex. Together with Nick, both of us booked for a slot and went to re-take our IPPT. My static stations all cleared and it was the last station--- the 2.4km run which I fail. I knew I had to clear it no matter what and on my 2nd IPPT attempt I finally pass. We celebrated her first birthday at Sentosa and even before I knew it, I was taking the ferry to tekong on the 7th of Oct. Everything seem to change after I enlisted. The time we spent together seem to be far and few and because of this we often had arguements. Nonetheless every book out I knew I wanted to see her and no one else. A few days before my field camp, my phone rang it was Mandy on the line. I could hear sobbing. "Ah ru..." "Why...?" "I... "*sobbing uncontrollably* *Damn anxious" "What happened???" "I just now go see doctor with Mummy..." *Still sobbing* "Then???" "The Doctor say I got tumour in my stomach..." *My whole world came crashing down...* "Okie dear don't worry ... Everything is gonna be alright okie.." "I very scared now.." "Just relax think of the bright side.. I call you in a while k..." I hung up the phone and I seem to have lost my mind. I didn't know what to do. I went to have a chat with John and Ben, both of them suggested I talk to our PC LTA Ibkaar... "Sir, can i talk to you..." "Okie come in..." "Sir... *I held back my tears* "My gf got tumour in her stomach..." Having completed that sentence I just broke down. I told him exactly what Mandy told me earlier on. Our field camp was just 2 days away he suggested that I bring my handphone along and keep it with him so that I can text Mandy when we're out there in the jungle. Her operation was scheduled on Sat, which was the 2nd day of my field camp. I just broke down because I knew the only thing i could do was to text her. On a time like this, when she needed me most I couldn't be with her. I felt so hopeless. The outfield days were the worst period of my life it was made even worse because I was thinking about my girlfriend who was going under the knife the next day and I decided I have to do something. I took one of the silliest and bravest decision that changed my whole NS career... *To be continued...* Louis froze in time on 11:56 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008Each and every NYP students are given a student number as well as an email address... Eg: 030673k@nyp.edu.sg (this was mine)I guess lady luck was smiling at me one evening while I was walking out from the lab... I saw her class list and that gave me the idea! Hurrying home... I login to my NYP's mail and immediately typed out an email which was like that of a cover letter on ur RESUME~! In it I attached a photo of myself ... hoping to impress her! 1 day passed, 2 days passed... soon a couple of weeks passed and I realised she's never gonna reply my mail... Sigh... Just when my hopes were raised I fell back to earth again... Got no choice but to wait patiently at Ms Chian's office hoping.. just hoping that she will appear :) Soon..it was the Chinese New Year.. the usual practise for us were to head on to our lecturer's place and gather... I was suppose to go to my Aunt Yvonne's place on the 3rd day of new year when Idy called... "Eh you wanna come Mr Goh HH house not?" "Why leh?" "Mandy here la!" "Serious ah???!!!" "Ya la faster come I think she's going Ms Chian's house after this..." "Okie flying down!" *Immeadiately I rang RB up..* "Eh bro kia leh.. let's go Goh HH house.." "Do what..?" "House visit lah.. Mandy there leh !!!" "Haha okie lor.." "K I come pick you up in 30 mins time.." As usual I had to dress up like super sonic speed... pick up RB using my uncle's car and off we go ... half way there RB suddenly damn quiet... "Eh why so quiet..?" "No lah Tianlin sick leh...think you fetch me to her place lah i wanna go see her" "Serious?!!!" "Ya don't feel good leh.. pai seh ah.." "Okie lah bo bian gf more important.." So i drop him along kahtib MRT station and continued my journey to GHH's place... Reached there saw my angels and the looked on their faces tell me that she has left.. Idy "So late.. she go liao.." Angela "Ya la I heard she going other ppl's place.." Me "Huh.. wha lao i came all the way here leh.. whyyyyy she nv wait for me!" No choice since I was already at Goh HH place.. go there show face a while... then we left for Ms Chian's place which was a couple of blocks away... Time flies and because the exams were fast arriving I had to shelved my thoughts of her away.. Sometime after the exams... I was the organiser for the First CPT dinner and dance naturally I have all the contacts for the students in NYP I didn't really think about Mandy then.. but it was by chance that I saw her email address and I knew there was no turning back! I went home.. added her on MSN and crossed my fingers that she will accept me.. It took a couple of nights camping in front of my com that I finally saw this "Mandy online" I was estatic! We chatted and I knew this was a girl which i will definately like to date! Took me some time to ask her out and within weeks we were exchanging phone numbers, hanging out together.. and finally getting together... *To be continued* Louis froze in time on 10:34 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008I'm back from trekking at Mt Ophir will be blogging about it right after i received all the photos :)Meanwhile.. let me try to organise some details with regards to my past.. I'm still thinking whether or not to continue blogging about it.. Just let me think about it first.. Louis froze in time on 11:11 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008I went with the guys for a game of tennis at NYP and it really brings back memories of the past. I've decided to do something different with this entry.This is the story of how the boy and the girl met, fell deeply in love, parted and never spoke a single word again. 4 years ago... I was a year 3 student at NYP, still nursing my wound from my previous relationship with YS. Back then, I was really down, really emo and lost my focus totally. (sounds pretty familiar?) My grades took a dive south and it took me quite sometime to get back on my feet. Everytime i head for school on thursday, I will definately see this particular girl. She's always walking with her nose high up in the sky, there's a particular air in her that really attracted me. I started to take notice of her. Coincidentally her lab-classes will always be beside my class. On one particular afternoon, my class happen to dismiss early, I was walking out of the lab when i saw a familiar back view in another lab, that was then i realised its her. I was basically damn estatic and told my angels (idy, shufang, angela and jerene) "eh that girl damn pretty!!!" So i paced back and forth the lab hoping to get that girl's attention. Instead i got somebody elses attention--- Ms Chian Hwee Miin. Being on very close term with her, I quickly grab her. "Eh Ms chian help me find out that girl's name leh" "Which one?" "That long hair girl at the corner" "Wait i go see" So Ms Chian pretended to walk in to check on the instruments and came back few minutes later... "That girl ah, Mandy lor. She will come and talk to me in my office once a while." "Really?!!!" I was damn excited... "Why you interested in her ah?" "No lah. Just asking only." (My girls all stared at me!) "Then u think later she will come talk to u?" "Depends lah not everytime." Immediately i decided to hang around in Ms Chian's office till she knocks off... Fate plays a fool out of people. After that incident I never saw her in school again until.... *Phone ring in the morning at 8am* It was Angela on the line... "Eh where you?" "At home lah going school now will be late why?" "I'm at the print shop and guess what? Your lover-girl standing in front of me now!" Oh my god! Initially, before the phone rang I was still in a daze. When i heard that an adrenaline ran through my whole body. "Really!!! Eh eh stop her leh tell her I'm coming!" At the same time i was rushing to brush my teeth get all dress up... "You siao ah! Stop her for what...? " "Help me out leh. You tell her say your friend wanna know her and he's on his way there. Ask her to wait a while..." "Huh??? Serious not..?" "Serious lah! Help me help me... I call u when I reach school..." I hung up the phone and speed like mad.(I was riding a bike then) I reach school around ten mins later and got a scolding from Angela. "Wha lao eh! You make me so MA LU can!" "Why??? Where's she?" "She left already lah! When i told her that, she stared at me like i'm talking alien language to her! Then i super pai seh..! After she print her report she faster run away liao!" "Wha aiyo hmmm k lah thanks anyway .. haha i owe u one." Feeling quite disappointed "Si Yongru ... u make sure u remember me hor!" I didn't had the courage to approach her telling her that I want to know her and stuff for i didn't want to make her think I'm super desperate. So i racked my brains, hanged out at Ms Chian's office whenever possible. But lady luck wasn't smiling at me back then. Even though We still bumped into each other every now and then, I couldn't find the guts to hold a proper conversation with her. Then an idea stroke... To be continued.... *Will be trekking this weekend... so Sun then continue ah :) ... Labels: Love story, NYP Louis froze in time on 12:48 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008Failed my Class 2 TP with 30pts... Sigh...Louis froze in time on 11:32 AM A cooling breeze through the night.. A stroll I would love to take.. A star-glazed sky with no moonlight An emotion that's always unstable... My body is trembling as the breeze encompass my soul.. I long for someone to hold... The night trail seems to last forever.. The endless smoke from the cig I hold.. Kept me alert through the path that shows... Huff and puff as I started to run... Racing against the shadow that follows.. Panting heavily.. I broke the silent night.. Closing my eyes hoping that everything will come to an end... Nothing... Realisation hit me hard.. It's time i wake up from this sorrow... --- Louis Chin Louis froze in time on 12:56 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008Running out of time ..Running out of space... Running out of energy... To complete the race.. The road before me seems dim and staggered... I'm afraid to move forward for I'm not sure what awaits me... The future looks bleak... I've too many question marks hanging over my head.. Was I right in choosing schooling than working? Was I right in picking UOL than RMIT? Was I right to study locally than overseas? I'm having serious doubts over the path i took.. Losing my confidence as the clock ticks.. No direction, no motivation, no strength, no focus... Time isn't on my side right now... I used to be very focus... I knew what I wanted to achieve in life... But having gone through a rough ride... I can't seem to find that spark in my life... I've lost all will to carry my body and soul forward.. The prospect of sitting for the exams in 3 months time sends shiver down my spine.. I'm not ready for it.. I'm very confused right now that I've basically lost my quick-thinking self.. I'm battered and out... --- Louis Chin Labels: Battered and out.. Louis froze in time on 10:47 PM
ha Ziyang decided to act freaky! That's all for randomness! :) Louis froze in time on 1:22 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008Catching up with the guys for movie (Magadascar) earlier on..Throughout the movie i was half asleep.. doze off on a couple of occassion.. Not because the movie was boring but rather i was dead sleepy... Went drinking after the movie being a poor drinker i couldn't really hold my liquor.. 2 cups of BEER and i'm feeling light... Right i guess i will have a pretty good sleep now... Still missing you... Louis froze in time on 4:30 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008I'm slowly learning to get back on my feet...Beginning to try things i've never did before.. I used to be caught in my own world.. letting the world come to me rather then spinning around.. Having lost her... i was in a state of depression.. wasn't interested in anything or everything.. all i wanted was to get on the roller coaster name emotional.. No matter how i slumped... how i whined .. how i longed for her to return... it's all one sided... all i care about was myself ... i've became very obsessed with the whole process such that i didn't even bother how my friends were feeling... Queena, especially, gets really irritated whenever she reads my emo-ness in action... How long can i stay this way? How long will it take for me to get out? It's not a matter of can or cannot rather its whether i want or not.. The pesture on the other side is always greener... it took me such a long time to finally understand this theory... I can't really say i've stepped out from the ghost of the past.. but i'm beginning to accept the fact that i've lost her for good... I'm looking forward to what awaits me... Losing you was one of the greatest regret... Even though you're no longer here... Our memories will remain... Thank you for being part of me.. For being my pillar all this while... I'm learning to let go... Letting go of this hard fought relationship... One of these days when fate brings us together... I hope we can still stop for a few words... To reminisce about the past... Let us both pursue our dreams as individual rather than one... All the best my love... Louis froze in time on 11:32 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008I really wanna know how she is doing right now..Whether she manage to pass her driving test today... Whether is she coping well without me... Whether there's another new guy in her life... So many question marks so little answers... I know i can possibly answer all this queries by visiting her blog but i really can't bring myself to...not now at least... I still can't cross the line.. Dear Lord If you really exist pls grant this little wish of mine... for her to be well taken care of... for her to have the best in life .. for her not to face anymore setbacks in life as she has endured enough sufferings... If i'm required to give up anything it would be everything i have in exchange for her happiness... This i promise... Love Louis Labels: Unknown and unassured... Louis froze in time on 7:44 PM It seem like forever since i last met Jerene... our last meeting was like more then 2years ago! Being an air stewardress it's no wonder that she's always busy flying around the world. Met up with her for lunch at orchard and she still hasn't lost her charm! But her head is still as big as before :P A day out with a long lost friend... A lunch that i hope will never end... A companion i call my friend.. A chat that lasted till the end.. The fun we had the joy we rode... A friend like no other... Jerene Tan Si Ling.. PLS DO NOT WAIT ANOTHER 2 YEARS TILL OUR NEXT MEETING!      Louis froze in time on 1:36 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008My eye lids are exceptionally heavy...Finally the end of the freaking seminar hits home... Seriously i don't even understand why any sane being would even bother attending this kind of "inspirational" talk when its so darn expensive? In times like this wouldn't it be better for these people to save up this amount for their child or even for the future? The 3 days seminar cost like 2k per head and throughout the whole seminar they speaker was always "selling" the other seminar of his.. God! Anyway i'm so tired that i can hardly think.. i need a good rest! Shall post some photos i took during the event tomorrow! Louis froze in time on 11:47 PM
Saturday, November 8, 2008Fatigue hit me like a bullet train..Feeling so drained out as the min past.. I haven't had such long workings in my 23 years before.. From 6.30am till 11pm.. The pay is only meagre... But still... It keeps me going... Louis froze in time on 11:53 PM Just when i thought keeping myself busy can shift my attention away ... I was dead wrong... Just when i thought things were going to get better than worse.. Again I was wrong... Time and again... It has proven that I'm not as strong as I looked .. I may be smiling and laughing one moment but deep down who knows? The dreaded 10th of Nov is coming faster than i can imagine.. I don't know why but the end of the exams spells the end of our relationship... I'm always contradicting myself... I know i still love and want to be with her.. But the end results will still be the same... I'm still not able to let it go.. Working 16 hours today... I'm basically walking without soul now.. Totally drained.. lethargic and sick... But yet the only element that keeps me going ironically is her... I've gotta be mad ... I'm not sure but usually when the going gets really tough ... It just brings back memories of the past... of how we use to cross hurdles together... I'm tired.. really tired... Louis froze in time on 12:23 AM
Friday, November 7, 2008Gonna work this weekend starting from 6am tomorrow!Can predict i'll be super shag out! Shall take some photos tomorrow! Stay tune... Louis froze in time on 12:00 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008Somehow my language can't flow as freely today as it seems to there are times when i suffer from mental blockage and i seriously hate this period.So pardon this entry of mine and hopefully my free-flowing blogs will come back soon. In life, we meet lots of people. Some, became your friends, others are just mere acquaintances. Being humans, we are always on the look out for that "special" someone. Someone who impresses you on first sight, someone who manage to win your heart over time, someone whom you idolised and wishes to catch his/her attention, the list goes on. It takes more then fate to bring 2 people from different works of life together and that's probably one of the most amazing thing that will ever happen to us--- Falling in love. The chemistry, the bond, the feeling one developed for the other just happen naturally it isn't like science where you require a catalyst or reactant for it to start. Humans relationship just occur with the snap of two fingers and before you knew it you are deeply in it. Getting into a relationship is easy. All it takes is for one party to ask "Can you be my partner" and the other party to agree and there we have it--- a new couple. But maintaining it isn't. It takes tons of courage, trust and energy add a bit of sacrifices along the way and that will probably keep you on going for a while. But that isn't enough, feelings and relationship yet again aren't like natural sciences where the results are predictable. In another words, we can't predict what's going to happen in a love life. The person you kissed earlier on or held hands with might be the world to you at that point of time, but when a fight broke up, you pin point his/her every flaws criticises his/her every move. Is that being fair? Is that being radical? Feelings will fade, buttflies will no longer be around, surprises die down, communication breaks down and soon the time spend together will head south but that doesn't mean that the relationship is declining. In econs, we learnt opportunity cost. Meaning you have to give up something to gain another thing. That's exactly the same for relationship. Yes you are losing out on the fun that you guys have had in the past but have you realised the understanding that you guys have developed over the years cannot be superseded. *Pause* I'm really trying very hard to re-organise my thoughts to bring my message across.... Quarrels will break out once in a while, but tell me which couple in the world wouldn't have any arguement. The thing is never ever try to shun away from problems because minor ones will escalate to major problems in future. Neglect, cherish and regret are triplets they don't come altogether but one after another. Initially you will neglect your partner and when everything is over then you start to cherish the time you spent together only to regret not treating him/her better. Why wait for it to hit you? It may seem easier to talk the talk than walk the walk. But put in more effort to show how much you love your better half and you will realised the end results are magical. Talking a stroll aimlessly I look around... Letting the world evolve around me... Everything seems so much clearer to me than before.. I tried to relive to Day 1... The day i saw her beautiful smile... The day i tried holding her hands... Till the day we ended... People around me are stretching their hands... Trying to lend a helping hand... "It's time" i tell myself.. To wake up from this slumber.. To move on from the past... Cherish your love ones before you lose them... With that i end ... Labels: Love cherish regret. Louis froze in time on 11:56 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008Firstly, i think a lot of people misunderstood "AH LIAN" AKA Olivia as my girlfriend...she unfortunately isn't and she's just my "bitching" mate :)Secondly, I know a lot of people are asking for "her" pictures.. but I've reluctantly removed them all from my blog because I don't want anyone of you to start playing hunting game trying to see who she really is.. though we aren't on talking terms i still would like to respect her privacy... Thridly, i really appreciate all the words of encouragement you guys have given to me... if given a chance i would like to give all of you a treat personally but then again my finances right now forbids me to do that.. therefore i can only say thank you to one and all... Lastly, I will hopefully be back on my feet soon.. this is a huge setback for me and it's not easy to get over someone i love so dearly... Labels: FYI Louis froze in time on 10:25 PM
Sunday, November 2, 2008Driving alone along the vaguely familar route...I think of you... Songs of heartbreak was playing painfully from my stereo... I tried to sing along.. I choke... Repeatedly i reminded myself... That you're no longer here.. That the passenger seat is no longer occupied... I hate the weekends.. it's too long.. too meaningless without you... I know i should keep going.. to be strong.. to be the whom i used to ... But the harder i try the deeper i fall... The prospect of you in the arms of others hit me cold... I slam the brakes.. Slapping myself hard i tried to wake myself up... My cheeks are burning.. my body is trembling.. My thoughts are still caught in a place call histroy.. I've lost the will... Labels: Heartache and heartbreak... Louis froze in time on 10:19 PM My gang of 7 finally met up after a long along time... Ben, Boon, Kae, KC, Chong, Pak and Me.. It was really a long way back that all of us actually met as a group... We took some really crazy pictures without pak but because of my freaking lousy KU990 the resolution of the pic simply sucks big time... Argh i really need a camera!  Louis froze in time on 4:00 AM Just when i thought i was ready to stand up ... I had to "see" her online.. My heart just sank for no apparent reason... That's when i realised I'm still not ready... Perhaps she has already let go of this miserable relationship.. Perhaps she has already moved on... Why should i still hold onto something which doesn't even belongs to me at all? I puzzled... puzzled by my own actions and feelings... I need a break.. a long long break from all this pain... Louis froze in time on 3:54 AM
Saturday, November 1, 2008       Louis froze in time on 2:23 AM The past 1 week creep by miserably... Everything seems to be in disorder... I wasn't myself and my mood swayed with the wind... I was on the verge of collapsing... Emotionally i was very very fragile.. anything and everything seems to trigger the ghost of the past... I restrain myself from contacting her.. from looking at her sweet smiles in my photo album.. I know i'm trying to avoid the truth ... that she's no longer smiling (at me at least) ... that things aren't the same as before...that she's gone for good... I'm really very appreciative that throughout this one week there are so many people beside me.. comforting me.. trying to make me laugh.. spending time with me... I will stand tall again... I really appreciate these few pillars of my life.. for it is them that went through this dark and lonely road .. Boon--- thank you for lending me your ears all this while... Queena--- I owe you one.. for without you i couldn't have pass the diary to her... Shiya--- Wifey, though we haven't got chance to talk but your encouragement helps a lot!!! U're a worthy wifey! Olivia--- Thank you for waking the ah beng side of me up! :) RB--- Ur words were very comforting.. i really appreciate it thank you buddy! Louis froze in time on 2:05 AM
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_______________ My Profile .......... Name: Louis Chin Nicknames: RuK|a Birthday: 31st Jan 1985 School: SIM UOL Horoscope: Aquarius Music
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