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Sunday, May 31, 2009Too tired to do anything right now..Will post some pics later on in the day.. Stay tune.. Louis froze in time on 2:49 AM
Saturday, May 30, 2009The night breeze came..As I was walking home... It freshen my mind... And the thoughts within... My world was barely lifted... Only to realized it's been grounded... Disappointment came and went.. Hoping and praying this isn't the end... Am I too hasty? Are all these worth it? Are we on the same frequency? Will she knows how i feel? Lost in a world of questions without answers.. I tried searching for it... For the light that would brighten my life... For the girl that would bring tears (of laughter) to my eyes... But to no avail... The world has gone quiet.. ---Louis Chin Louis froze in time on 5:00 AM
Monday, May 25, 2009With the end of the last paper marks the beginning of fun...I've been rather pre-occupied lately.. Trying to enjoy this wonderfully gifted period... I've worked hard throughout the year and this is a well deserved break.. Even though there were sights where I felt I hadn't done enough for any particular paper.. I tell myself it's over.. though I'm not really looking forward for the results but I know it's gonna head home sooner or later... There are 1001 things that I've planned to do and I'm so glad that I can have the time to do it... Immediately after my exam on thurs, I cleared my room, packed my bag, drawer and every thing on top of my wardrobe.. thrown tons and tons of clothes and sold as much bags and gadgets as possible.. the end product? A huge sense of satisfaction.. I've told many of my girls that I'm gay.. truth is I'm not :) it's just that I haven't found the right person in my life yet.. it's been nearly 8 mths since i last talk or saw her.. have I really let go of the past? That remains a huge mystery... but for sure, she still remains an important integral of my life... Recently, I've met this girl.. In every sense, she fits the bill of what I look for as a gf.. but because there are too much implications involve, I can't bring myself to focus or rather fall in love... I really wish that I can just go on a regular date with her but... there are too many question marks hanging... Should I or should I not? I've forgotten what it feels like to be madly in love.. to long for someone to hold... to talk and cuddle the girl of my life.. all this seems to be so vaguely familiar ... I'm not desperate for a girl but rather I'm desperate for someone whom I can share my thoughts and feelings with ease.. someone whom i can pour my souls out.. someone whom can share my burden.. someone whom can enlighten me of the deserted pathway before me.. Yet again.. where is she? --- Louis Chin Dawn's breaking.. Birds are chipping.. Here I am.. Pining and Missing (her)... Louis froze in time on 3:59 AM
Saturday, May 23, 2009Thinking of re-doing up this space.. been far too long since i did anything to it..Stay tune.. Louis froze in time on 12:55 PM
Saturday, May 16, 20094 down 1 more to go! Gonna start mugging hard tonight!!!Louis froze in time on 6:14 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009Hmm.. been rather busy with my studies recently so it's like really really rare for me to have time to post any updates...Been neglecting this space.. This has been an avenue for me to voice out my frustration, my unhappiness ... Life has since gone really quiet.. No more emotional woes, no more financial difficulties, conflict with the ODAC-IANs have been sorted out.. nothing seem to really bother me nowadays... except of course the exams.. It's pretty cliche but i still must say it.. when u hit rock bottom, the only way is up.. and there's where i'm heading right now.. Life has been pretty tough the past couple of months.. and like the recession.. it's picking up right now.. The papers have been relatively okay.. might not do as well as i thought but heck.. i never wanted to score distinction or whatsoever .. my only aim was to clear all modules! I've been like drinking almost every night before I turned in.. not emo-ing... just wanted to learn to appreciate alcoholic beverages better... Just drank a bottle of Heineken .. it doesn't taste as bad as I first drank it.. the more i drink the more it taste like plain water.. that's probably the reason why people drink them in dozens.. :) 1 more week to go.. i will be a free-man! Really wanna catch up with my poly mates.. it's been like forever since i last saw them .. really miss them lots! Have since lost my inspiration to compose any poems.. there's nothing to keep me going ... Alright shall turn in soon... Louis froze in time on 12:13 AM
Thursday, May 7, 2009Finally.. the exams are starting...Just completed one of my papers today.. Wasn't really a good start to the much anticipated exam but nonetheless i will work harder! Stats tomorrow! HAvent got much time to study yet.. feel like taking a nap first.. Should I? Louis froze in time on 7:45 PM
Friday, May 1, 2009Just came back from a night trip to JB Kulai..It's about 40km on my bike.. and boy was the journey tiring... I traveled with a group of fellow bikers (meeting for the first time) and our average speed was like 140km/hour.. My whole body's aching like mad now... But it was really an eye opener! Went in a rush forget to take my camera along .. sigh.. Time to hit the sag.. a long day tml! Louis froze in time on 3:12 AM
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_______________ My Profile .......... Name: Louis Chin Nicknames: RuK|a Birthday: 31st Jan 1985 School: SIM UOL Horoscope: Aquarius Music
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