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:World of Oblivion:
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008Just when things were look bleak.. my world came crushing down on me again...I thought my business would take off.. but i was engage in a price war which i could never match.. I thought i might win her back only to realize she had already shifted her focus to somebody else... Just when i was about to stand tall i fell again... I'm so afraid of picking myself up now... I don't know what's gonna come next.. Maybe i shouldn't have tried to re-conciliate.. i should have known the results.. Why ... why did things happen in the first place??? Why didn't I move in earlier..? Why did i choose to let go when i could have hold on.. ? I'm bombarded with these questions to myself everyday... the more i think the worst i felt... I'm felt so damn stupid so damn dumb and i rightfully deserve what i have now... a period of loneliness. It has perhaps been wishful thinking on my part... I want to move on but I simply can't let go.. I can't just simply "shift my focus" onto somebody else because i know who's the one residing in my heart where nobody can just subsititude! I feel so damn shitty now can't focus can't do whatever... Show me the road.... Louis froze in time on 10:40 AM
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_______________ My Profile .......... Name: Louis Chin Nicknames: RuK|a Birthday: 31st Jan 1985 School: SIM UOL Horoscope: Aquarius Music
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