:World of Oblivion:

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Just when i thought keeping myself busy can shift my attention away ...
I was dead wrong...
Just when i thought things were going to get better than worse..
Again I was wrong...

Time and again...
It has proven that I'm not as strong as I looked ..
I may be smiling and laughing one moment but deep down who knows?
The dreaded 10th of Nov is coming faster than i can imagine..
I don't know why but the end of the exams spells the end of our relationship...

I'm always contradicting myself...
I know i still love and want to be with her..
But the end results will still be the same...
I'm still not able to let it go..

Working 16 hours today...
I'm basically walking without soul now..
Totally drained.. lethargic and sick...
But yet the only element that keeps me going ironically is her...
I've gotta be mad ...
I'm not sure but usually when the going gets really tough ...
It just brings back memories of the past... of how we use to cross hurdles together...
I'm tired.. really tired...

Louis froze in time on 12:23 AM


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