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:World of Oblivion:
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008I'm slowly learning to get back on my feet...Beginning to try things i've never did before.. I used to be caught in my own world.. letting the world come to me rather then spinning around.. Having lost her... i was in a state of depression.. wasn't interested in anything or everything.. all i wanted was to get on the roller coaster name emotional.. No matter how i slumped... how i whined .. how i longed for her to return... it's all one sided... all i care about was myself ... i've became very obsessed with the whole process such that i didn't even bother how my friends were feeling... Queena, especially, gets really irritated whenever she reads my emo-ness in action... How long can i stay this way? How long will it take for me to get out? It's not a matter of can or cannot rather its whether i want or not.. The pesture on the other side is always greener... it took me such a long time to finally understand this theory... I can't really say i've stepped out from the ghost of the past.. but i'm beginning to accept the fact that i've lost her for good... I'm looking forward to what awaits me... Losing you was one of the greatest regret... Even though you're no longer here... Our memories will remain... Thank you for being part of me.. For being my pillar all this while... I'm learning to let go... Letting go of this hard fought relationship... One of these days when fate brings us together... I hope we can still stop for a few words... To reminisce about the past... Let us both pursue our dreams as individual rather than one... All the best my love... Louis froze in time on 11:32 PM
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_______________ My Profile .......... Name: Louis Chin Nicknames: RuK|a Birthday: 31st Jan 1985 School: SIM UOL Horoscope: Aquarius Music
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