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Monday, May 25, 2009With the end of the last paper marks the beginning of fun...I've been rather pre-occupied lately.. Trying to enjoy this wonderfully gifted period... I've worked hard throughout the year and this is a well deserved break.. Even though there were sights where I felt I hadn't done enough for any particular paper.. I tell myself it's over.. though I'm not really looking forward for the results but I know it's gonna head home sooner or later... There are 1001 things that I've planned to do and I'm so glad that I can have the time to do it... Immediately after my exam on thurs, I cleared my room, packed my bag, drawer and every thing on top of my wardrobe.. thrown tons and tons of clothes and sold as much bags and gadgets as possible.. the end product? A huge sense of satisfaction.. I've told many of my girls that I'm gay.. truth is I'm not :) it's just that I haven't found the right person in my life yet.. it's been nearly 8 mths since i last talk or saw her.. have I really let go of the past? That remains a huge mystery... but for sure, she still remains an important integral of my life... Recently, I've met this girl.. In every sense, she fits the bill of what I look for as a gf.. but because there are too much implications involve, I can't bring myself to focus or rather fall in love... I really wish that I can just go on a regular date with her but... there are too many question marks hanging... Should I or should I not? I've forgotten what it feels like to be madly in love.. to long for someone to hold... to talk and cuddle the girl of my life.. all this seems to be so vaguely familiar ... I'm not desperate for a girl but rather I'm desperate for someone whom I can share my thoughts and feelings with ease.. someone whom i can pour my souls out.. someone whom can share my burden.. someone whom can enlighten me of the deserted pathway before me.. Yet again.. where is she? --- Louis Chin Dawn's breaking.. Birds are chipping.. Here I am.. Pining and Missing (her)... Louis froze in time on 3:59 AM
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_______________ My Profile .......... Name: Louis Chin Nicknames: RuK|a Birthday: 31st Jan 1985 School: SIM UOL Horoscope: Aquarius Music
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