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Sunday, June 21, 2009I haven't been myself lately ...Or rather since when have i been? I don't recognize the very person that's staring back at me in the mirror... So mellowed, lifeless and lethargic... Everyday i wake up and i found myself so caught up with time... I really hate the busy and pack schedule that has been laid up in my organizer.. I dread looking at my "To-Do" list or my "Meeting" list.. it's just never ending! The only consolation i can get out of all this is probably the money factor.. When you're rotting at home and pacing up and down the house aimlessly everyday, you want to find something to do... But when you've loads to do.. you tend to miss the feeling of slacking.. That's what I'm feeling this very point in time.. Indecisive? As always... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As you already know, I'm someone who's always deep in thoughts.. (alright i heard same jeering...) Despite my busy schedule.. i will just practically zone out at any available moment.. and it's during this period which I'm able to see things from another perspective... It's really really tiring to hate someone.. especially so when you have to see this person day in day out.. I'm not saying i hate anyone or someone because to me i bear no grudges.. Yes I admit, i may not be the nicest guy around.. an ah-beng lookalike, talk-alike and smoke-alike.. but please don't stereo type just because of this.. I just want each and everyone of you to know that I DO NOT HATE JIALI AT ALL! I loved her.. I did.. but just that things didn't worked out back then.. and I'm not canceling out the possibility of FUTURE but i really don't hate her so please stop accusing me of stamping or whatever with her.. things have already gone so bad between the two of us.. so people stop making it worse for me! --- Louis Louis froze in time on 2:19 AM
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_______________ My Profile .......... Name: Louis Chin Nicknames: RuK|a Birthday: 31st Jan 1985 School: SIM UOL Horoscope: Aquarius Music
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